not being in control of your life sucks.
i can't even be happy anymore.
it sucks so bad.. i hate this.
why can't i just be happy?
thats all i'm really asking for. Current Mood: crushed
tonite was practically the worst nite of my life.
i love how people can make jokes about things while someone is absolutely crying they're eyes out.
im glad you guys had a great laugh at my expense.
it means alot to me..i really appreciate it.
life is pretty much shit right now.
i know what i want in life.
it just never works out that way.
i fucking hate this.
why can't i be happy for more than like 2 days at a time?
its really gay.
if anyone has any suggestions on how i can fix this fuck-up that i call my life...im open to anything. nothing can be worse than the way things are going. Current Mood: stressed
why the fuck must you keep fucking with my head. like seriously, i would give you the world if i could, and you know that..but it must not be enough. and if that's the case...then flat out say it. dont say we're over, call the next day wanting to talk, and then not talk. stop dragging me along with you. i've done nothing but love you for well over a year, and if its not enough, then stop ripping my heart out day in and day out. please. Current Mood: depressed
its been ages.
i've been good.
got my monroe pierced.
crystal broke up with me.
hangout with me someone. Current Mood: crushed
i dont generally update this thing anymore...
but its a special occasion.
in exactly 1 day and 22 hours and 16 minutes...
crystal and I have been together for a year.
its soo amazing.
i've never been happier. Current Mood: thirsty